So it's been a good four months or so since I've posted a blog.
THIS ONE'S FOR YOU, KIMMIE!!!! <3 i love you kimmie poo :)
I don't really know where to start. It was Kimmie's blogs that inspired me to start writing again. I guess you could say that my life has taken a complete 180 degree spin.
Right now I can't sleep. I miss Conrad a ton (even though he comes home in less than a week for summer!). I miss Kimmie and want her to know that I wish we could still have sleepovers.
There isn't much I feel like writing about. Just that I miss people terribly and I can't wait to be back in a regular school. No offense to anyone, but JC's are no fun. I have no motivation to do well in school right now. =/
I just need to NOT be living at home. (for selfish reasons).
i miss andrew and kimmie and the slurpees and car rides around Logan at 1:00 AM and feeling infinite as we listen to music and bundle up becuase its 4 degrees outside.
I really hope that Kimmie can come out and visit this summer. And Sian. Those are the two girls that I want to see so so so extremely bad.
I want to get married. I know it doesn't seem rational right now, but I'm so in love with Conrad, that life would seem so much easier if I could start and end my day with him everyday.
And it's frightening to me swimming in this strange sea, but I'd rather be here than on land.
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oh god. i love you and miss you so incredibly much. i know exactly how you are feeling about conrad and marriage. it's hard when you know it is so right and all you have to do is wait. waiting sucks.
i wish you were here so much, but i am so thankful that you came into my life. i love you girl.
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